I don't know about the rest of it, frankly I'm not in 'deep introspective mode' right now, I'm in 'shallow, fun, and derp mode' which I'm in about 55% or more of the time - Frankly you tell me about my 'subconscious' and claim that I don't know it well enough to know what's wrong with my own head and I'll tell you you're wrong, I know what's wrong with my head; it's fucked. It's like a goddamn Escher painting up in hurr and we 'dun took off all our clothes and replaced them with melted clocks. Am I deeply disturbed? Probably.. Or am I sane? Because people always claim that knowing you're insane is a sign of sanity then I'm sane but I'm disturbed bec.. Oh fuck.. I went cross eyed.
Stupid psychological shit aside; I'm disturbed, it's a fact, I have mental scars and I know it, and now with this post I seek to heal - I may never own these items but at least I can get it off my chest and it might make a cool blog post, we're gonna let it go with the flow as it were. My motivation is less in other words that I actually think this will truthfully be therapeutic and more the simple fact that I think it will be fun and cool - I'm a simple Big Cat.
Power Puff Girls Dolls:
I'd say given the clarity of the memory it's probably safe to say that's a good motivator for desiring these - Who cares, though. Like I said, psychiatry aside who wouldn't want these? Er, well.. If you were a fan of the Power Puff Girls at least, right? These are awesome, adorable, and I know if I had gotten one or them I'd have spent countless hours running like a retard, holding the doll, and making wooshing noises as I moved it from side to side in the air... DISTURBED MIND, OKAY!? Fuck off.
Given it was a Talk Boy and this is a Talk Girl, I'm a girl; I wanted the pink variety.
I don't know why I wanted this either, I think the novelty displayed in the movie had my imagination more out of control than anything because thinking logically there's no real conceivable way this could really be used by it's target demographic. It's a recorder, not a professional one.. It had some novelty functions and.. Well.. I mean honestly, what are you going to record and do you actually expect to pull the shit off that they did in the movie?
As unrealistic as the expectation was, I did; logic and reason playing little part in my whim here I imagined completely fucking with peoples heads with this thing and cutting a swathe of audio destruction and chaos wherever I went.
Thinking back, I was a dumb ass. These things didn't record well, sounded even worse on play back, and didn't function even a quarter as good as the one featured in the movie. There's no way you could pull the shit Kevin does in the movie in real life with one of these things.. Ah, Hollywood.. You dishonest dream-shattering bastards..
Pokemon Meowth Plushie:
In 1998 I loved Pokemon for a number of reasons - It entertained me, they were adorable, and I was just deeply absorbed by it and it's mythos and in spite of the typical opinion my personal favourite Pokemon was Team Rockets Meowth.
Meowth was a 'bad guy' but a talking Meowth, an underdog and in the regards to being a 'bad guy', not all that bad in the long run. Meowth usually was fairly harmless, just prone to questionable practice but I don't believe he'd truly harm anyone. Meowth was awesome in my opinion and overshadowed Pikachu as a superior character.. I mean he actually had charisma and TALKED whereas Pikachu was like a fucking gimp retard that could only say half of one butchered ass word and had electric tourettes.
Meowth was also the original Ceiling Cat, bitches. All hail;
Also let me point out, he's a cat! That's awesome, I love cats. Meowth was my favourite and still is, this was a huge Meowth plushie and I still want this so badly I can taste it but sadly these are no longer sold in stores as far as I know...
I think as it stands I will never even if I could afford it have the beloved Meowth I've always dreamed of being able to cuddle. Sad Big Cat is sad. A Big Cat wishes for Meowth love and warmth.
Extra Dessert Delights Rainbow Sherbert:
This is a damn good gum, there's not much more I can say. It tastes a good bit like Rainbow Sherbert, at least as much as something that's neither cold nor creamy can taste like Rainbow Sherbert; it's very sweet and very strong, definitely not disappointing and it's flavour lasts quite a while and the package is AWESOME.
I love this stuff, I hope it becomes a regular flavour but I suspect with most things I like it won't which sucks.
Basuketto no tamago (Basket Eggs), this is the dish for the night and is one that was extremely simple and turned out wonderfully perfect. I gotta say, cutting little squares out of bread; harder than you may think it is. Fucking bread likes to rip a lot.